red umbrella
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alice mit dem roten schirm im schneegestöber
sie sagt sie wäre zuhause in diesem augenblick
unbeschwert traurig sein dürfen
und nicht mal den grund dafür ...
2.10.16
... and you tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
prettier
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.
Warsan Shire, “For Women Who Are Difficult to Love”